earth to michele

I am with the moon.
Born & dead several times over,
Is a human condition.
For a clean sweep,
Let go
without getting caught up
in the mind.
I am marauding boundaries
Of equivocal dimensions.
I hold no antitheses.
My biggest asset & fault.
Everything is truly remarkable.
Life is beautiful & abundant in treasures.
Embrace it and prosper.

(Unless, that is, I need to reflect!)

I been real sick for the past week or so and seriously, I feel as if my life ended.  But, I’m still alive so now I feel like a phoenix reborn from the ashes motherfuckers!!!  I feel pretty strong again (could’ve been the tequila & black label from last night or that loquait syrup finally kicked in) AND MORE READY THAN EVER.  Like on some next level shit.  It could very well be this coffee that I’m sipping on.  Or the many hours devoid of human interaction (c’mon, I live off this shit).  Ah, the many hours I have spent at the Beanery reflecting and making moves.  God love it.

I been doing some random ass things… despite having been sick… Here’s a snippet -

art murmur, soul food, abandoned warehouses, disco inferno, fun beatles show, jungle juice, redneck karaoke, whippets, a failed bonfire, baked a cake, pool sharking, snuck into hbc to soak in the hot tub, connections, hit up walls in oakland … sounds about right.

Moral of the story - DO NOT GIVE ME YOUR DISEASE. >:(

My ego does not trip. I work from the soul.

<3

if i were in the ring

my fists would be up

my mind on it

precise like

kepler’s planetary rotations

it’s fuel

gas lamp killer

battle star victory

energy sourced from

injustices

and humane frustration

whats a girl to do

when fragility is

succumbed by the condition

With your smug exterior

WAFT! that clean car smell.

rather like a stale Chanel No. 5

the one grandma wears

and seasoned $ bills

i see crystal clear / i counter act

so fast!

before you know it
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Dear Sir or Madam,

WAddduuUup!!! My name is Michele and I am very interested in the position as _______.  Here are some updates to highlight my relevant experience …

• 1AM has hired me as a contractor

• i have a job interview tomorrow & i have my hopes up :)
• i was dread pirate. and that’s all i ever wanted to be. #success
• 2011 2011 2011 2011 2011 2011 2011 2011 2011 2011 2011 2011
• maneuvering the philosophical realm with various characters - i love you much. you give me air, you give me ground.
• damn, i’m broke. :’( it’s starting to really hurt. but life’s been good.
• i am sick or something.

it’s funny how life works itself out …  i’m not exactly sure what i mean by funny, but i think you know what i mean when i mean it.

I’ll talk to you if you’re 2 or if you look like you’re 200.

I’ll work at it, even if you’re a lost cause, till the last straw breaks my aching back.

I’ll find my opinion and, damn it, I wont be moved away from it!

I’ll show you a ‘good night’ if you show me that you’ll be there in the mornings.

You can say what you want about me, but watch what you say about whats ‘mine’ because it wont be pretty.

You don’t need to rush me, I’ll get there when I get there, eventually.

You can give me all the pretty things in the world, and it’ll help a lot, but its not EVERYTHING.

You can be sweet as candy but if I don’t like you, I don’t like you. Get it?

We can work our butts off to live in bold colors in a comfortable home, and not go out much, and I’m okay with that.

We can travel as much as you’d love too, but we’re coming home in between trips, no excuses.

We can talk till we’re blue, but I wont promise that my ‘talk’ wont becoming a yell every now and then.

We can compromise because I”m okay with giving, as long as you give back.

I love my children to death but they need to step up and speak up.

I will guide as best as I can without doing it all for you, that’s just too much of a disappointment.

I will expose you to as many things as I can my little love, but I wont make you.

I will be lazy till I have to do it, but when I devote my self, damn am I good.

Contradictions, acute synchronisity and wonder are a part of my daily life.

oceanofmind:

“You are, after all, what you think. Your emotions are the slaves to your thoughts, and you are the slave to your emotions.”

— Elizabeth Gilbert

(via nirvikalpa-deactivated20110625-)

Aches.  This is what happens when I drink red wine.

The only thing that seems to revive me is the sun, daft punk + water.

Anyway … I’m loving life.